nasi ulam :)

mmg sedap di makan n menyihatkan.. :) preparation is a bit hectic..hahaha but the outcome is superb!

baking and cooking theraphy..:)

baking and cooking...yeaahhhh!!
the 2 things i enjoy most nowadays..beside errr..sleepping of course!!! hahahah..these things have become the best theraphy in order 2 retain control of myself hahahah..sounds bad?? nah...just exagerating..(but sometimes it does!!) so start from now on ..ths blog will b full of recipes and pics of food!!..just 2 savour the eyes and well honestly share the fun of cooking and baking for those who afraid of the kitche appliances.. hahaha ..sorry guys..just teasing u all...hahaha

back again..

its been a while..:) kind of forgot actually tht i have a blog..hahahah..so teruk laa..apart from that was quite busy with work..one after another came rolling in..haiishh...so grabbed all the free time 2 have rest..the nicest rest is alwaysss sleeeeepppppp!!!! hahaha..love sleeping so much.. and not forgetting the stress tht came along with the work..and to overcome tht...baking and cooking!..love those 2 very much!!! :)pictures will b uploaded soon :)

hehehe :)

haha..dont know why suddenly i like him..just bcos his character in the drama 'sassy girl-chung hyang' :)

Delightful Girl Choon hyang OST - izi - Ee mi geu daen/ My love for her

this is him :)

korean drama??

well , when people were busy talking abt korean drama and how fun and nice they are..i had never been bothered to be among the circle. it was long ago, when i was a great fan of a few japanese drama such as rin hanekoma and the 1 tht i cudnt remember the title.. however last december a friend provoked me by handing me a CD and to watch ths korean drama called 'sassy girl-chung hyang'.. i didnt watch it until last week when i was getting so bored wth work. it had been in the drawer ever since. well, wht can i say abt it?? nice, fun, interesting but what attract me most was the character of the CEO - Chairman Byun and im loving him tht instance..hahahah.. crazy i can say..but there's sumthg abt the character tht tied my heart to him..but 4 sure la can just love him from a far..hahah.. not bcos of him being rich in tht drama but how he carried himself as a man.. :)

new year..

hmm..been busy..not sure how..but busy is the easiest word to say..hahah. didnt drop anythg here since the new year came..myb bcos my emotions, moods and spirits aren't so enthusiast..all slowly crept away of my life..haaiishhh..wht's happening 2 me?
need to get all those things running back to me...need 2 heal myself! go 4 it!! :)

Westlife - You Don't Know (With Lyrics)

its not easy..

are u here 4 me at all..do u care 4 me at all?
cos all i want is love, someone who can share the pain i feel..
cos all i need is time, time 4 me 2 open up and show, the person i am, the person u think u know... u don't know..

taken from westlife - you don't know
and yet indeed when people think they know abt you..actually they just know and see what's on the surface and claimed they know everything about u. When u act as u are..suddenly they said u make them confused, u r childish, and advised u to show maturity according to ur age...when u asked questions they said u should have known that rather than asking stupid questions..and in the end all those make u really bored! What is so hard in a relationship? understanding? communication? caring? honesty? when u've tried to give all..one in a time..or all at once little by little.. for them its still not enough..they always ask for more but when the times come for u to ask..their response is simple," dont ask much, i love u ,thts important".
is it enough by just saying i love u? when love is easy 2 buy these days :(

nak pindah gak!

hmm...mmg geram btul la kat mak cik tu sb x luluskan tuk aku pindah...alasan pegang jwtn pnting....eleeh..bkn jwtn hakiki pun..dia mna blh sekat aku...aku dah le xde mood nk hadap muka dia...dia x pasan ker..aku dok lari2 bila dia ada..
bkn apa yg dokk lari tu tp xblh mmg nk tgk muka dia..takut ilang sabor and tkt menyampah makin banyak ..bab tu la..huhuhu
sblm dosa tambah bnyak..baik aku x tgk muka dia..kot x nti hati aku jd jahat asyik dok nak benci kat dia...
ikutkan xde la nk pindah sgt sb sronok kwn2 kt situ..tp ..nak pindah gakkkk..slagi dia ada supaya mengurangkan penambahan dosa ..hahahhahaha

getting bored..

hmm..its been long that i haven't had time to be here..not tht time is the problem but getting bored of whats happening around and tht makes me lost interest to write anything here..dialog2 p ramlee dalam filem2nya sedikit sebanyak dapat menzahirkan apa yg di rasa..contohnya.. meminjam dialog Kassim Selamat kepada Mak Dara dlm Ibu Mertuaku scene di kubur ~ " Kenapalah Allah jadikan kao manusia, kenapa tidak saja kau di jadikan haiwan!!!!" ......"Alllllaaaahhhh! Kassiimmmmm!!!! ( haahahah..betul ke dialog tuh? Ahhhh! hentam sajalah Labu!! yg penting itulah perasaannya...
kenapa la ada org mcm tu kat dunia kecik aku skrg ni... nak melawan mulut, nti jd kurang hajar..mak aku x ajar aku jd kurang ajar..tp cara dia mmg menyebabkan org hilang sabar dan boleh jd kurang ajar...haii..entahlahh...manusia..manusia!

Melly Goeslow - Haramkah (Official Video Clip)

syawal datang lagi..

pejam celik pejam celik dah pun nak raya..macam2 plk yang nak di beli, nak dibayar..duit keluar mcm air hujan...kalau boleh ditadah balik takper..ni org lain la yg tadah..huhuu...masa ni la mesin basuh rosak, mcm2 nak di ganti, hmm..xperlah..asal kan mak happy..tht make me happy even jenuh gak nk pikir mcmna nk settle..huuuhuhu..
xper..bila lg nk gembirakan mak..masa dia ada ni la..xperla..berkorban ..kita pun entah lama ke tak hidup kat dunia ni..x semestinya muda lambat mati...ishh..ckp pasal mati plk..mcm la dh cukup sgt amalannya..huhuhu...tapi harus ingat mati supaya sentiasa bersyukur dengan nikmat hidup yang Allah bagi.. :)supaya aku tak jadi org yang lupa diri..

Ketika Cinta Memanggil-Opick (perempuan berkalung sorban)

againn??!!

I just couldn't believe that its happening all over again! it seems so wonderful at first and flows on well. started to believe all the words..though was full of doubts in the beginning. felt foolish.i couldn't decide anymore, which is true and which are lies??? why on earth it has to happen that way?? is it my fault or they are really frauds ..and they are just around me until it is hard to identify which and which. they came with all different "creative" stories and then all come to the same reason.friendship or relationship is being put at stake and no longer given with honesty. all came with their own hidden agenda...
its time to move on! another "love" story is going to an end...
sometimes not being together with anyone is the best peaceful moment you can ever get!..